Citara

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Remember by Citara, literature

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Remember

I remember now, what I was doing. Why I began ignored thoughts of myself while embracing the thoughts of others. Why I replaced the those silences in my mind with the moans and hums of my desires. Now that none of those are left, I remember. There is no longer anything to keep her out, I can no longer keep her quiet... Strange thing... I can't keep her from telling me who I really am and what I really need to be. She has me look at things she knows will cause that little jolt in my gut. She reminds me that it started as hope and ended the same way. She tells me I was too young to know, and that I was only a test... see, you are easi

Doodleschmiget by Citara, literature

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Doodleschmiget

Dork Among dorks A dork of some sort That sort that makes you smile His smile makes me laugh His laugh makes me happy He is happy when I am honest He is honest all the time Damn time is only in the way Find a way to hear his voice His voice that makes me happy He is happy when I laugh When I laugh at him I smile A smile of some sort Cause I am sort of a dork A Dork among dorks

I almost by Citara, literature

Wheres your composure... by Citara, literature

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Wheres your composure...

"Are you okay?" Don't ask that! "Whats wrong?" Whats not? "Is it me?" Why do you ask? "So you can tell" Tell you what? "Whats w--" NO! "I can't help!" Why? "I don't know" Know what? "Why you do this!" Do what? "Never trust me" Why should I? "Cause I can help!" You said-- I can try... Try what? "To break you" Of what? "Seeing this way" What way? "Your way" Why? "Because its wrong" Wrong? "Yes" Me? "Yes" You? "Never without an excuse" For me? "For myself" Do you care? "OFCOURSE!" Then whats wrong with me? "Nothing but..." everything? "Yes" "Yes"

Make Me by Citara, literature

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Make Me

Look down, lift up Push away with tugged hair Metaled wrists pull up As you push back and press down "Make me stay, make me say" Tickling tongues arch the back you pushed down harder theres no where to go breath quick, but deep "Make me push, make me moan" Dig th nails deep smile as she pushes back she can't go anywhere And you know it "Make me coil, make me gasp" Bite down Trickle away Scratch past Lean Back "Make me undone, make me scream." Push Pull Bite fuck "Make me yours"

Your Sun Glowing Eyes by Citara, literature

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Your Sun Glowing Eyes

Pin your heart in your chest And walk from me. For on goes life, And as will thee. For as the four chambers beat away So will mine And as they beat for years to come, Our lives will be just fine. What we had was bright As your sun glowing eyes. But we must move on For our endless hours together only lie. The future seems endless The sight is not certain, For what we will do next Is covered by an unsure curtain. For as this poem comes to an end So will my time with you But one thing I must say— My endless heartbeat stopped beating for you.

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About Citara

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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I'm kinda boring... not convinced? Go ahead, ask

Current Residence: Phyciatric ward
Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock, Jrock
Operating System: Photoshop 8.0 CS
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Zim and Nny
Personal Quote: "I'll smite your ass!"-Me

Favourite Visual Artist

MC Esher

Favourite Movies

Tidus, Silence of the lambs, Casshern, Tale of two sisters, Dumplings

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Murderdolls,Dir en Grey, MUCC, Phantasmagoria, Despairs Ray, Gazette

Favourite Writers

Zamnath, Corey Taylor and Poe

Favourite Games

Legacy of Kain games and Shadow hearts

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

anything I can doodle with

Other Interests

music, art, and poetry

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Citara

Aug 22, 2009

Wow

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I haven't posted one of these in over 2 years.  Anywho, it seems I'm only artistic when I'm single... so yea.  My mind has been churning over an idea for a story, whether I actually put it in motion is a whole other story.  I feel its been over done.  Vampires and demons have always been my favorite types of characters but with the froo froo twilight vampires its hard for me to get my point across without getting the "thats not what edward would do."... FUCK that diet coke vampire bullshit... Anyway, end of rant.  But I have been on DA alot lately, looking at peoples stuff again and LOOK OUT... I may comment muahaha. Welp... Imma pass out,

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Citara

May 21, 2007

For those of you who give two shits

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I'm alive. I have not done much lately, but I am getting a digicam for my bday in a few days so you may see some photography, crappy as it may be. I have been inspired to write, due to one of the best things that has ever happened to me but I have never had paper near me. You may or may not see things, who knows, but i doubt you guys notice anywho

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Citara

Feb 28, 2007

Neo-sapian

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People who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them. The catch is you have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating!!!! You must have more than a dozen deviations that I can pick my 3 favs from. Please have something in your gallery (photos and drawings), or else I'll disregard the comment.